missing myself
and i cant seem to find
what it is i need to survive
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i just disappeared
i'm supposed to hold on
but there are no hand-holds
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fighting for something
i want to keep on
but they tell me there's no point
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hoping against hope
our dreams for me are different
and i'm just trying to do whats right
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i am missing myself
they tell me what i'm supposed to be
but i cant believe what they say
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die to who i am
is that right or wrong?
i was made this way
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i lost it
what ever it was
some lover i turned out to be
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what does he see?
something i cannot find
i must have put it away somewhere
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they tell me to focus on what i want
i want myself
they meant themselves
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wishing against wishes
i cant forget my dreams
his wants, my wants
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finding myself
i am on the path
to rebuilding a world that fell down

I am fighting a fight,
That was lost long ago
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But I feel like I'm winning
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I'm wanting things,
That I will never get
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But I know One day they'll be mine
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I should stop making wishes
That will never come true
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But I can feel the magic in wishing
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I'm only hurting myself
I will feel pain shortly
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Maybe, but I am, at least, alive
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I am hopeless
There is no way to get through
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No, my heart feels
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I should stop hoping
My hopes will fall
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But already my hopes are coming true
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I live in fairy tales
that will one day disappoint
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But i have faith they will end in "Happily Ever After"
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Let me dream...
My dreams do not disappoint